"I wanna be a BILLIONAIRE!"

**Sings the song "I wanna be a billionaire"**

I HATE THAT SONG!

You know how hard it is to become a billionaire?You know how many zeroes are in a billion dollars???LOL. I have professed my want to become a billionaire long before this song hit the airwaves. I actually remember the first time ever thinking it was actually possibly a conquest for me.

I was always to idealistic to even consider myself to live in reality. The cup was never half full or half empty, to me the cup just "was". The parts I enjoyed in high school the most was when I sat around the school alone in contemplation. Within these moments I would get the courage to continue to live. I would also try to figure out what word I would create to "trend" amongst the students. (yes i was twitter before twitter even existed) Anyways, I was walking to my 1st period class one day, and I became highly inspired by life. I looked up at the sky and something just told me "you can have it all if you want too". From that moment I've scheme'd ways to acquire fame, ways to invite confidence, and ways to avoid confusion.Sadly, life is not that easy and I have yet to break the millionaire mark. I've had dreams of providing friends with a great life with no worries. Dreams of providing my mom with everything she wanted, and dreams of providing my wife and kids with the life you could only dream about it. Does that require for me to be a billionaire?No, but this is where challenge and determination comes from. I'm extremely competitive in a very selective way. You can brag that your better than me at scrabble, and I wouldn't try to compete, but if you say your better than me at boxing, or something that interest me, than I will try my hardest to win. To become a billionaire is probably the most CHALLENGING IDEA in this world, yet many have done so, and I want to be included in that category. Is it for pride?yea, but is wanting to be able to run a marathon in under 20 minutes for pride?yes, and I like challenges. See most want to become a billionaire so they don't have to worry about life. With the right lifestyle you don't have to worry about life with 100,000, yet its the media who portrays millions of dollars to be the only means to a happy end. Such lies persuade those to seek a rapid life, filled with SEX,MONEY, AND GREED(just a few of my favorite things). I in fact know the truth, and the truth is that NO material object can bring happiness, but it can bring liberation. Now that I've strayed off my topic I will leave you with a question. Is Happiness, and Liberation the same?

Stay Thirsty My Friends


Self Loathing In FLA!